Evanescere: Origins by Vanessa Buckingham

Author:Vanessa Buckingham [Buckingham, Vanessa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2016-06-10T23:00:00+00:00

10. MY ACHILLES HEEL

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ACK AND I WALKED OUT OF THE sewer, my hand in his. After my self-realization, I knew I had to focus on keeping my thoughts away from Jack. I knew he was growing to love me, but I was not yet ready. I did not want to tell him I heard his love for me in his thoughts because I did not yet know if this new emotion was real or if it was our blood tie that binds us together. I had finally found my way to him and I knew I was bound to him.

We slowly made our way back to the cottage, taking time to feed on a stag or two. This did not satisfy my hunger much, but I did not complain. The hunt was always a thrill and the very moment when you give into your instinct and let nature take its course was a feeling I could not describe. To be open to my nature was in itself a thing to fear. You forget who and what you are. It is a very Freudian moment.

It was easier for me to feed on wildlife at this moment. It made me feel human for some odd reason. Maybe it was because I did not want to be what I was. I mourned the animal that gave its blood. A part of nature is the circle of life. You are born, you grow and you die, that is how it is within the animal kingdom. That is how life is supposed to happen. The blood of an animal tasted very different than human blood. I think because it tasted much more wild than human blood. It was just as warm, but it did not keep me full long, that means I would have to hunt again soon. One day I would embrace my nature just not today.

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